Monday, September 14, 2009

Dreams...


My over all hopes and dreams are to be successful in what I do. When I was in Elementary school we had classes that there would be a few special education kids that would join us. I really got attached to them and began to build relationships with them. I loved helping them out and it was a great experience. I think that from then on I knew that I wanted to be a Special Education Teacher because I really enjoyed helping the kids. I know that there aren't that many that have the patience or ability to handle the kids but I think that I would be great at it. I hope to make a difference in someones life with giving them great advice and guideness. There is a lot that I want to do during the time I have on this earth. There is so much that I want to accomplish and get to experience. I have a heart for missions and helping others. I feel that I have so many opportunities to witness to people and give them encouraging ways. I just want to take everyday as a day that I can accomplish something and feel good about things that I do for others. I want be able to serve others and put them before myself.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

If your going through HELL...

If your going through HELL
The song by Rodney Atkins "If your going through Hell" is kind of the story of my life right now. Just about everything is going wrong and I can't seem to win for anything. I only wish things would just go back to normal and bad things would never happen. I can't seem to grasp why things happen for a reason. A friend told me that "if it's meant to be, it will happen on its own" but how I am suppose to believe this when I want everything to go my way. It's hard to fight through things when you are so worn out from fighting all of the time. The song says to just keep on moving and don't slow down and I like that it doesn't want you to give in or give up. When hard times come into my life I know there is something there that I can always go to and it's my faith in God. I know that at the end of the day he is always there with open arms to take me in. So if you are going through Hell, I encourage you to keep going and never to give up!!!