My Missing Piece

For me I have always felt like there was a missing piece in my life. I kept searching for it but never seemed like it would make itself known to me. Most of my life as a kid I always thought that good things weren't meant for me and that's just how things were going to be for me. I feel like that this has definatly changed because of one special someone. I do believe in my heart that he is my missing piece in my life. I have always just wanted to be accepted for who I was and for someone to love me more than anything. He has given me hope for a better life than I had in the past. He only cares for my needs and what is best for me. I know some adults might say that I am too young to think about the future but they just don't understand the love we have for each other. I don't know, it's crazy how deep I have fallen for him and can't ever see myself letting him go. After watching the video I have felt just like the little guy searching for his missing piece but for me I have truly found it and that search is over.

"And oftentimes, to win us to our harm, the instruments of darkness tell us truths, win us with honest trifles, to betrays, in deepest consquence."

I think that we get too comfortable with doing little things that are wrong because we get away with them. When the darkness comes over us its hard to escape those temptations. I think once you continue to do something you will most likely not stop doing them. We look at the bad things as being good because it makes its self look like that. We tend to get pulled in with the evil desires of the world because it seems good to us. I always think of what is always said, "well everyone else is doing it so it must not be too bad."

"Evil Spirits such as witches appear when summoned, whether by our conscious or unconscious mind" (The Necessary Shakespeare 711)

I think when bad things happen to me I feel like they come from my past. My attitude towards my past is negative and I tend to dwell on it. When things occur in my life I blame them on things that have already happened to me. I don't want to say that I bring it upon myself but it could be true. If I think about why things happen to me it's mainly because my attitude. I always thought that I was someone that always got the worst of things. But that has changed recently because my outlook on life has changed. I met an amazing person that allows me to be happy and to see who I really am as a person. He only encourages me not to dwell on the past and try to forgive and forget. I think with allowing myself to look more positively towards things, it has let good things happen for me. My whole thought about this is that it is really up to their attitude and their perspective on life.

My whole life I have experienced a lot of change. Change that I didn't like and change that made a difference in my life. I am someone that struggles with change and how it affects me. This year there have been large changes happening in my life and things that will affect my future. I am struggling with accepting it and being strong through it. I think that when change occurs in your life you are faced with many challenges and there is a ton to think about. I have recently been faced with a decision of a relationship that will have separation. I think that I am just so comfortable with where I am now and don't seem like it's fair. I know that with being a Senior, things begin to become more and more important for your future. As of now my future is in my hands and how I will continue my life in college. I think I just seek for guidance and help through these times, but I try to put it as; it will all work out for the best if I have faith.

Take ONE!

Acting in class was a lot of fun and so funny. I loved that we dressed up like whatever we wanted to and just got to have fun with the acts we had. I think that Jake's group was the best at acting out the story. They had to do it twice but it was still really funny. I loved how they had a fight agaisnt a cell phone and they were great actors. I think that when we have classes like that it gets my attention to pay more attention to the lesson we are going to learn about. I hope that we will have more exciting activities to go with all of our lessons. This is truly my favorite class!!

Breeze

It was the end of all class finals at school and everyone was headed their separate ways for Christmas break. Our teacher was leaving the building with all of our finals in her hand. She had a large load to carry and I just knew that she wasn't going to make it to her car without dropping all of it. Well she was steps away from opening the car door and all of a sudden there came a big breeze that took all the papers in a million different directions. She just stood dumb found and starred at all the papers floating in the air. I ran over to help her but she still just stood there. I yelled, "hey get to helping." She then snapped out of it and began helping with picking the papers up. Her day was definitely blessed with the breeze.

Time for a Change

There is one class that I wish I could just change somethings in. Not a lot needs to be change but just a few things. I really don't enjoy walking into the classroom because it doesn't feel welcoming at all. The teacher is not exciting when they teach and we do the same exact thing every day and it just gets old. I think that some of the rules we have a little riducluous. They don't go over our homework with us to make sure that we understand it. We check it ourselves and then turn it in for a grade. I wish the teacher would express more help for the students in the class. They do express to come into to class in the mornings for help but when I came in one time they were not very inviting at all and I didn't feel like they really wanted to help me at all. I think that if I was the teacher I would be so happy that some one actually cares about their grade and took the time to come into get more help on it. I think I would change the attitude of the class!